How to cope with undiagnosed disability??

by lost
(mommy)

Hi I'm 26. I'm a mother of 2 yr old special needs lil girl. I feel so alone I don’t have any kind of support group.

My mother passed when I as pregnant and my mother in law for some reason moved 6 hr away.. I’ll never under stand that.

My other family pulled away from me .. it seemed like.. they never call or offer to keep her.. it really does hurt.. my husband and I never get a break.. and its taken its toll.. but we only have each other. very hard!

We don’t have a diagnosis my baby still can't hold her head up or sit up… it still hurts me so much.

I hate holidays because I have to be around all her healthy lil cousins. I feel bad but I envy them and their parents…we were all pg at the same time.. I guess that’s why.. does anyone else feel this way toward other lil kids?

She is getting bigger and I guess reality is setting in.. I'm so worried about the future it scares the shit out of me.. but I love my lil girl more than anything she is my world and always will be..